Post by jason on Apr 23, 2007 19:34:15 GMT -5
To the Awakened of the Tri-Cities of Omaha, Lincoln and Louisville Nebraksa,
I am Solaris Winter, Acanthus Mystagouge Im pretty sure most of you know me so Im skipping most of the introductions.
I am writing this letter to do three things; apologies, ask for help and reintergrate myself back to the first... and maybe only place Ive ever actually called home.
First Im going to apologies though. Most of you know about what I did about a year ago. The hacking of the radio towers, my attempt all though very stupid at a tribute for Mariah. I didn't really know her well but I thought her to be a nice person. So I did something without thinking This caused issues that would be longer running that no one could fathom especially not me. Was it my intention to get anyone hurt or involved, no. But they say the road to hell is paved with the best of Intentions. For my screw up in this. I am sorry.
Secondly, as some may know I was not in my right mind and I had not been since the death of Sparkles. I had been talking to myself doubting myself and rejecting a part of me that I had become, something began to grow in me during that time. A part of me got dark and took those worst aspects that I didn't even believe I had possesed. This caused threats against people I love, and even violated the sanctum of someone I truely respect. To Actos I apologies, should you have the desire to have some sorts of reperations I will stand trial to what the city desires. To the one person who has always stood up for me even when I did not desrve it, Verdhandi, I also apologies; I had put you in danger for every second of living with me. This was unnacceptable and I apologies to the city for my weak will that had caused this. All I can hope to say is my mind has become whole. Sadly I know this cannot repair what has already happened.
Finally I am told I have become responsible for the death of Quidam and of Deadly Whispers. I am unsure of what happened that day. I remember the memories of those of the personality of my darker side but that memory is a complete blank to myself. If the Cities wish I will put myself on trial for this in order to get to the bottom of the situation.
Now that my apologies have been laid out I will present this. I desire to finish a situation that has we thought we had fixed multiple times. The issue with my being hunted by mortal authorities within Nebraska for my hacking attempts with the radio towers. This issue is a danger to the veil and needs to be fixed. I will offer whatever favors may be nessesary to fix this situation but I do not believe I have the current tools in order to do this. If you are willing to help I thank you please come to me with what you desire from me to repay you.
Finally, I honestly wish to go to a home I miss. I had always joked of how Nebraska was but I miss it dearly. I miss you guys I miss Mortemor, Verdhandi, Pheonix, and all the mages within the city. You despite all my failings have always been there for me. If I am still allowed I would truely wish to be a part of the city again.
Signed in the Deepest regards,
Solaris Winter
Acanthus Mystagouge of no real importance
I am Solaris Winter, Acanthus Mystagouge Im pretty sure most of you know me so Im skipping most of the introductions.
I am writing this letter to do three things; apologies, ask for help and reintergrate myself back to the first... and maybe only place Ive ever actually called home.
First Im going to apologies though. Most of you know about what I did about a year ago. The hacking of the radio towers, my attempt all though very stupid at a tribute for Mariah. I didn't really know her well but I thought her to be a nice person. So I did something without thinking This caused issues that would be longer running that no one could fathom especially not me. Was it my intention to get anyone hurt or involved, no. But they say the road to hell is paved with the best of Intentions. For my screw up in this. I am sorry.
Secondly, as some may know I was not in my right mind and I had not been since the death of Sparkles. I had been talking to myself doubting myself and rejecting a part of me that I had become, something began to grow in me during that time. A part of me got dark and took those worst aspects that I didn't even believe I had possesed. This caused threats against people I love, and even violated the sanctum of someone I truely respect. To Actos I apologies, should you have the desire to have some sorts of reperations I will stand trial to what the city desires. To the one person who has always stood up for me even when I did not desrve it, Verdhandi, I also apologies; I had put you in danger for every second of living with me. This was unnacceptable and I apologies to the city for my weak will that had caused this. All I can hope to say is my mind has become whole. Sadly I know this cannot repair what has already happened.
Finally I am told I have become responsible for the death of Quidam and of Deadly Whispers. I am unsure of what happened that day. I remember the memories of those of the personality of my darker side but that memory is a complete blank to myself. If the Cities wish I will put myself on trial for this in order to get to the bottom of the situation.
Now that my apologies have been laid out I will present this. I desire to finish a situation that has we thought we had fixed multiple times. The issue with my being hunted by mortal authorities within Nebraska for my hacking attempts with the radio towers. This issue is a danger to the veil and needs to be fixed. I will offer whatever favors may be nessesary to fix this situation but I do not believe I have the current tools in order to do this. If you are willing to help I thank you please come to me with what you desire from me to repay you.
Finally, I honestly wish to go to a home I miss. I had always joked of how Nebraska was but I miss it dearly. I miss you guys I miss Mortemor, Verdhandi, Pheonix, and all the mages within the city. You despite all my failings have always been there for me. If I am still allowed I would truely wish to be a part of the city again.
Signed in the Deepest regards,
Solaris Winter
Acanthus Mystagouge of no real importance
